And i´m still Alive

A biography at 24. What can you do with life know and tell? Not much at first glance, but when I think about it , I feel like I‘ve already had more than 9 lives. No, I was never beaten or abused, I have a family and a roof over my head. And yet I wanted everything completely differently or planned it. Through drastic experiences of life-threatening illness, bullying and psychological problems, my life became a real hurdle. Not only physically but also socially handicapped, sometimes more developed than people and young people my age, but on the other hand still like a child. So put life presents me with more obstacles than solutions. Every person has their own problems and I mean completely own! Seeing life through someone else‘s eyes. Understanding what it means not to be "normal". and yet always the fight for normality I am a person in conflict with my body and mine Soul And I fight every day "And I‘m still alive!" And I‘m still alive A perfect family. I don‘t fit in there, but who actually says what‘s perfect or not